Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Strange twists of fate & life lessons...

Its funny the twists and turns that fate can take. Sometimes you know things are more than just a coinicidence. Sometimes you are blind-sided when things happen in such a strange timing that you know it can't be just an accident. I'm in the process of re-learning lessons about patience, trust and intuition that I thought I already knew. I know there is a greater plan and I have to learn to just go with it. There are certain times when fighting does nothing, and doing nothing is everything. This is one of those times for me. I've let fear and anxiety drown out the hope & joy that I should be feeling. I don't know how the next stretch of the road will turn out, but I'm going to just let it all happen as it will. It is a strange feeling for a control freak like me to give up my worries to the universe...

All I know right now is that I completely trust that in the end, everything will be fine. I don't know the "how" of what will happen, I just know that it will.